National Service

I swear someone needs to do something about the management in army. How can they possibly let someone who is excused from heavy duties do not-so-light duties or depriving them from ample sleep/rest? & Maybe even FORCING them to stay back during their off days to do stupid duties when they are sick? I mean, okay la they have to be punished for their wrong actions but if they are sick, shouldn't the punishment be postponed till they recover? Seriously, forcing all the poor guys to serve the army is bad enough alrd and having such a sucky form of management makes things even worse isn't it?

SO FULL!

Yesterday was an angry day. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed and the naggings/scoldings from the mother early in the morning made everything worse. But after meeting baobao, i felt better (i always do actually. HEHE) though i know i'll flare up again later at night.

Nothing beats working with girlfriends! YUP! training's back at chulian and time past rather quickly too! YAY! May tmr be like that too. bye

14th

It sucks to be me because..
1) I am not exactly independant
2) I do things for the sake of $$
3) I am emotional
4) Sometimes i can be anti-social
5) I ALWAYS have negative thoughts
6) I give up too easily
7) I am fickle minded
8) I am greedy
9) I lose my temper too easily
10) Just too stubborn/selfish sometimes

The list goes on.. I shall not further elaborate.. I have to stop whining about work and tell myself it's okay! it's okay! Sigh... & it's the 14th! HAPPY 2years 2months :)

Fml

We should be otw home from town for dinner with my fam!!

Thank You army for ruining everything A.G.A.I.N

& sigh... no inspirations to even do art n craft

Love

It has been 2463 years since i've met this busy woman!
And finally, one fine day we decided to just randomly meet up for dinz to catch up!

Today's the 9th. 4 more days to training/work. Not excited at all. What's on my mind is.. Let's go TAIWAN! Let's go HK! Let's go BKK! Let's go BALI! Let's go on a holiday! (nothing about work) I think i havent really enjoyed myself much before i actually officially start contributing to the society ): Sigh, i'm planning a holiday at the end of this year! Hopefully everything goes well and that the pigz/weilin is able to get off days for a short/long getaway! Okay time to change & leave for simei. Bye

Feelings

Today I feel rather restless and empty.. A week more to work. Sigh

Alone.

Maybe fatigue is taking it's toll on me. I feel like just going for a short trip away, Alone.

The final journey

We've sent her off her last journey here. Though every one is reluctant to see her go, deep down inside we know that she's happier and better in paradise with many many flowers, cute lil animals and happy people.

No more emo post from this moment. Because we (or I) should be happy for she has attained eternal life from god.

You'll always be in our hearts

I'm sure every single one of us are drained out physically and mentally the past 2 weeks. And I'm really thankful everything went smoothly with no major difficulties and that none of us became ill. This is the final journey where everything will soon end later on. At least my aunt is no longer suffering and is in the good hands of god in paradise.

Now, all I wish for is that all my loved ones are healthy and that they led a peaceful life without any major worries.